Friday, September 12, 2014

45

I’ve decided to be a bride at 45
everyone is asking why
now, isn’t it a waste of time?
it’s too late, my time has passed

it makes me think that all my
relationships from past until now
meant nothing, really
somehow I wasn’t worthy of
the validation

So fuck you all, I’m getting married!

I’ll wear a veil and big white dress
I’ve bought the satin shoes
linked and laced with tiny pearls 
and diamonds
there will be a big party with
lots of food, laughter and wine

I will stand
before my maker and be validated
a bride for the first and hopefully
last time

at 45, I’m going to be married